School Daze?

I have committed a HUGE part of my life to school. I will be starting October 29,2008. I am scared. My head feels so fuzzy with all the info, the new path I had planned on starting two years from now. But now, I am starting soon, am I ready? This is a lot of money, and time. I decided I wanted to go for my BS in Business/ Management. I figure this way I can then double major in master of Counseling like I had originally wanted to do way back in high school. This offers so many options I had yet to think of. I will be attending University of Phoenix in Concord. I am also more excited about learning than I have EVER been. I am also so blessed because I can go ahead and stay at home with Delilah like planned and go one night a week and still finish with in two years. Such a God thing.

I had been struggling with what I wanted to do for so long, always getting discouraged by what others had to say in regards to my ideas, but not this time. I know I can be a stay at home mommy who has a degree and a career. A mommy who shows her daughter that you can go and get whatever you want in life and that NO ONE can stop you. For the first time in my life I felt like I had total control over my decision to change my life. That is a great feeling.

Today was a good and empowering day. Delilah has taught me that I can not only set the example for her, but for myself too. That I can go and get what I want, if I really want it I will make it work. Delilah taught me also today that baby kisses make the good day even better.